I may sound irritating to some these days due to how pessimistic I am when I speak. I am aware of it, of course. But pardon me for a little while for I am still under grieving state. I don't know how long will it take though. Someday, you will understand. Nothing is permanent.
Anyway, even though I am not in the mood to celebrate the upcoming holidays, it would be a good therapy to actually wish for things. And as I asses what I really want this Christmas, I can actually say the wishes I have now is not of a child anymore. I don't know what to feel exactly. It's a mix of sadness and amusement. It's bittersweet.
I only have 5 wishes this Christmas:
1. Peace of mind
2. Good Health
3. More chances of travelling
4. Stronger bond with my old friends
5. Continuous career in fashion
I do not put too much interest with material things that much anymore. Those things I can buy if I wanted to. These things I wish for are hard earned and can sustain me for a lifetime.
Merry Christmas everyone. I'm currently photo-less if you have noticed for my camera lens died on me. I hope to get me a new one before the year ends so I can document stories through photographs again. Once again, I greet every one a Merry Christmas.